My scattered thoughts, in a blog.
the clock ticks are pulsing in my head ringing in my ears my fingers are a knot the tears are unannounced my heart took flight into my throat my skin, now aluminum these organs in my feet i am choking on what keeps me alive oxygen is not enough you are not... Continue Reading →
It's that I only know you this way. Like you are made of layers, but the part of you I've seen is from a whole different onion. Is that who you really are? I respect that you respect my body and that this adventure won't leave your tongue. It was dark, you couldn't see me... Continue Reading →
“I’m didn’t know he was still so significant in your life.” I’m not sure he ever won’t be. He at some point was my whole life, he was the sun I revolved around. It was unhealthy, really. He was the only person in the world who put me at a priority. I could’ve laid anything... Continue Reading →
Here I am. There you are. The world is spinning around us, but mine always seems to stop for you. I remember it vividly, but this was months ago. I felt safe, you were there, I had no fear in the world. Not in failure, not in loss, not in hurt. No person should be... Continue Reading →
“What happens when people open their hearts?" "They get better.” Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood You can see the frustration and sadness consuming me by how I look at you, and that makes me vulnerable. I have always been able to mask my emotions, but you can see right through me, and that makes me vulnerable. I... Continue Reading →
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